I have felt pretty awful the last couple of days. I've been sleeping in the recliner, my tumors are so painful I can't even lay on my sides for a second. I have some fluid which causes horrible cramping in my back and my abdomen. I am nauseas also I believe from the fluid. The suffering is so hard, it makes me think a lot about death because I have to believe that there is no suffering in heaven.
This trial has to work, please continue to pray for me. One of my cousins is getting married Sunday and I so badly want to attend the wedding and feel good. I want to be able to eat and not feel sick, i want to visit with my family, i want to dance! i just want to be normal again. I am so scared and nervous about the trial because I feel like its my last hope right now. Like my brother always says I just have to stay alive until there is a cure.
Heading to Boston now, if I feel ok I will try to update you all later!
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